Confusing chapter..

It has been a very hectic, challenging and tiring last few months for me...but a very aspiring one at the same time.

Having joined Public Bank few months back, my life has been all about work. certainly more than 13 hours a day.. It is always a challenge getting used to a new environment. But the assimilation process didn't take long, which was help by the fact that I've got a brilliant bunch of colleagues.. All the laughter, bits and pieces of memories, few countable activities have all been preciously priceless for me.

Despite all the complains from working hours to bosses' attitude, it is actually not a bad idea to keep myself busy and occupied..at the very least, I've got a great sense of satisfaction from what I do. And at the same time offer a great route of escape from facing the fact that I'm always not good enough no matter how well I do. It hurts so badly each time and it still does. putting out into another words would be saying I love you both the most more than anything else =)

Company has ben blessed with happy couples mostly in their 20s and happy family for those in their 30s. I don't know if anyone notices my envy look on them.. But yes.. I do!!! Hehe.. Facing the many many things in life all alone but do not want to be understood by others is difficult.. But that's just me. I will survive through it with optimism..

I'm sure most of us has got problems of our own in life. Let us all go through it with our own preferences - the way wo wanted it to be.